Round 4: Throwing "Shade"

[Brenda Lowe]

Swap. We did it again  

Queen Elyse won that Foghorn prize from the TROVE and swapped over Morgan, Alec, and Shane! I mean !!!!!!!! I was so happy about this, because I didn't want to share the tribe with Jefra and CoCKran anymore, he sucked and they were boring. Jefra was always trying to get information and not even sly she was like "Huh who said that? What Why?" Like even my jokes she was like "Huh did She say that?" Im like bitch what are you talking about i was just playing. But yeah shes annoying as F.

So our goal was to throw the challenge to get JOHN KENNY out of the game, why? Because apparently he has an alliance with alot of the other skinny bitches on the other tribe. Whatever good for him right? I feel so bad getting rid of John Kenny cause he worked so hard in this game on the challenges and such...but its a game... WE SHALL SEE

[Brenda Lowe]

John John John, sad that he left to be honest. I think we would have worked great togather however...i wanna stick with my tribe. He worked hard to win the challenge ugh so sad about that. But John Kenny was a threat so him being gone rocks. I worked SUPER hard to make sure that he wouldn't flip out or that he would just trust me. I wanted him to confide in me, tell me what he was thinking. I worked my ass off, telling him I was with him. I told him that he needed to trust me, and he was going nowwhere. I know this is fucked up, but its a game. 


I told John that we could get Sandra and Pete. I told them both that he would probably approach them but to just agree with what he is saying. John kept saying thank you to me for sticking my neck out, ha. I mean i really wasn't I was just making sure he wouldnt try anything and if he did it would be with me and I was against him from the start. AGAIN i did like the kid, he seemed all well, and what not but again he had to go...


So eventually i told Morgan to work with him "WORK WITH HIM" and she approached him and they agreed to get PETE out...so than i told him i would vote Pete as well.


Morgan was affraid someone had a idol. I talked to John and he told me he didn't have one, i told him to pretend he would to scare people into voting with him. I did this because i thought if he did have one me saying this would out him on it liek "Okay yes i have one OMG yass." But not...So just incase i told him to stick with PETE and no matter what he would stay. This made me calm down. I was worried for a bit, i was like I could go, I get super paranoid during TC. 


So at the end of the day John Kenny did go. John again I am sorry you were a great guy, and I apologize.  He told EVERYONE in the group chat "Brenda thanks for lying love you bye." Than he told me individually.

I was a little upset by this because it was true, i was being sociopathic to him, but it was out of love for my original tribe, and protecting them. So i had to be FAKE. Also sad because I wanted to play a NICE game and be the NICE one...its just not working out that way. I am turning out to be a bitch, but only to the people that are leaving...the Goners...I need to clean up my act and start to be nice I wanna win. You can't win with being a bitch, well not always....