Round 12: Look At me Still Here...

[Brenda Lowe]

The LUCK from Hell. I seriously cannot believe that things I want keep happening to me in this game. It has been a Pinko game of non-stop MADNESS for me. I know I am horrible at writing things down in here, but I do try. So basically what had happened last round was Bob was all like "Yeah i don't wanna give you false hope." So of course Courtney and I talked, and Courtney seemed so legit so we were like fine with just telling Pete to vote Courtney, but than...before the votes I got super Paranoid and still had a false hope of faith that PETE was still trustworthy...and told him to vote Bob. He of course said he would, but lied, and I KNEW he was lying. So now my trust went in with Courtney...AND DID SHE NOT DISAPPOINT She kept my ass in. 

I told her I owed her my game, and she said that she wanted to get PETE out next and wanted a final 3 with me, and we could decide who we wanted, Morgan or Jaclyn...I OBVIOUSLY want to bring Morgan but want to play it cool and not scare Courtney. I will just keep sublimely telling her that she would 100% beat me and Morgan, and Jaclyn will be hard to beat because she hasn't screwed the jury over like us. WHICH is true. and I wouldn't mind Courtney in final 3 with us...

I kinda of wished there was a final 2, just so that it could be me and Morgan so that the jury would HAVE to decide between us lol. I think that would be the best. 


ANYWAYS i hope that I win Immunity finally and can feel safe for once in this game at a tribal> I am sick of feeling ill. and fear of checking results.


BOBDAWG WAS SO DAMN COCKY! So happy he got what was coming. 




OH and BTW AFTER TRIBAL Pete was all mad saying Morgan and I used him cause he was an easy beat...Ummm first of all we didn't use you, we did NEED you though, because we were low on numbers, and ALSO you were SOOOOOOOOOO Manipulated by Bobdawg, ugh PETE just needs to go. The fact that hes still in this game over people like Alec (who i like as a person but did screw us) HOPE, Even Sandra!!! Elyse of COURSE like wtf...Pete sucks...


And for the RECORD yes i did like Pete before he fucked us over twice....

[Brenda Lowe]

IMMUNITY!!! 

~ FINAL 4 ~

I am so DAMN Happy! I finally won immunity! I was worried that I would make it to the end of this game without one. I am very confident that this tribal will go smoothly. I haven't talked to Courtney yet but I really want PETE to go. Pete has been a NON-ENTITY in this game, he has just been a random number. I am embarrassed that he made it this far in MY season. lol. There are alot of deserving people that are not here to take his place. The fact that I even considered keeping him was for number, and we did need numbers post "Man Eaters" Alliance failed...and Jaclyn was against us. We needed Pete...unfortunately, we continued to NEED him and he failed us. Poor Elyse is out because of him. 


Jaclyn isn't really that great of a person, she kinda sucks...but she deserves to still be in this game. Like i personally don't care for her, but like I wouldn't be sad to see her win you know what I'm saying? Like she put 110% into this game. I put 110% into this game, i think people that actually cared to be here and do the challenges deserve to stay...


Ugh the biggest Tragedy was Elyse and I am still upset about that, getting PETE out this round would be such a slap in the face to Pete for screwing her over. Elyse didn't deserve 7th...she stayed over PETE!!! He sucks...and he has no idea whats going on in this game....