Post by Brenda Lowe on Feb 7, 2015 6:46:27 GMT
Here I am, in the final 4...man looking back to the start of this game. I didn't think I would make it to this point. Its scary...to think of having to do it over again! Like legit that would be a nightmare. LOL. Just for the pure fact that this game has been a struggle. Sure I said "Everything seems to be going my way." That wasn't easy! I had to work my butt off to convince people to keep me, and prove to them I was worthy, and a good ally. Did i lie? Of course I did. I played a very aggressive game. A backstabbing, cutthroat game. Did I want to play like this? Of course not, that's not what my intentions were going into this game. Will it hurt me? Yes. Do i think i have a chance to win if i do make it to final 3? I think I could have a chance if I am honest, I didn't sit back and let final 4 fall onto my lap. I played this game to its fullest, I adapted. I Survived. Some might say I played under the radar, I mean, if they want to say that sure...I don't think I did. I thought other people would think I was a threat. But they didn't. Did they underestimate me? Maybe. We will just have to wait and see.
Do I think I will get 4th? I think That is a huge possibility. If Morgan gets the Final Immunity I will be voted for by Jaclyn and Courtney. Yeah I think Morgan will vote with me to get Jaclyn or Courtney out and it will cause a tie. If i have to deal with a tiebreaker. Lordt, i don't want to do but I will. It will prove how much I want to win. I will also be more than happy to win the Final 4 Immunity. LOL. Guarantee myself the final 3.
This has been such a fun game. There has been several UPS and MANY downs. I am really happy with the final 4. I wanted Pete to go, but I understand why Morgan wanted me to vote Jaclyn with her.
Pete being honest for once causing the 3 way tie cost him his game. However...it's Karma.
And if Karma is out there, will she give me 4th? I wronged alot of people in this game. Do I regret any of it? Look at me...Not at all.
If I had to play again, I wouldn't do anything different up to this point. I feel like any decision I change will be the butterfly effect that gets me our sooner.
Anyways i'm rambling now. I am excited for this game to be over. Wither I am convincing a Jury, or in the Jury making a winning decision.
Do I think I will get 4th? I think That is a huge possibility. If Morgan gets the Final Immunity I will be voted for by Jaclyn and Courtney. Yeah I think Morgan will vote with me to get Jaclyn or Courtney out and it will cause a tie. If i have to deal with a tiebreaker. Lordt, i don't want to do but I will. It will prove how much I want to win. I will also be more than happy to win the Final 4 Immunity. LOL. Guarantee myself the final 3.
This has been such a fun game. There has been several UPS and MANY downs. I am really happy with the final 4. I wanted Pete to go, but I understand why Morgan wanted me to vote Jaclyn with her.
Pete being honest for once causing the 3 way tie cost him his game. However...it's Karma.
And if Karma is out there, will she give me 4th? I wronged alot of people in this game. Do I regret any of it? Look at me...Not at all.
If I had to play again, I wouldn't do anything different up to this point. I feel like any decision I change will be the butterfly effect that gets me our sooner.
Anyways i'm rambling now. I am excited for this game to be over. Wither I am convincing a Jury, or in the Jury making a winning decision.