I'm bored, so time for me to write a really long and rambly confessional. Also I remembered to put pictures in my confessionals again instead of being a boring twat w/o ones so yaaay!
So, hmm, I totally had things I knew I wanted to talk about, but I just don't know where to begin!
I suppose I'll start with the fact I'm rather overjoiced to still be in this game. I always assume the worst whenever I sign up for a game, and to have finagled my way past two tribals in a row, right off the bat, that makes me feel pretty good about myself. I think this is the first time I've ever gone to the first two tribals in a row. And, plus, there were never any inactives - I mean, yeah, Vytas and Shii Ann weren't very active, no, but they DID log on and do things, so...
I don't comprehend why everyone acts like Shii wasn't around though, whenever I messaged her I got like, an instant reply. Do these people not even try, or what? I suppose from previous experience with her she can be pretty difficult to talk to and it forces me to take the dominant role in a conversation which is never a position I've cared for. Whatever. I'm surprised everyone acts like she was dead or something, she was active, she just didn't instigate. At least, it seemed that way to myself.
I don't miss her though, if she ever figured out who I was, that could have been disastrous for me, so in a way, it's a blessing in disguise; Vytas ended up leaving anyhow but a single round later, so in the end it actually was an optimal scenario. If the roles had been reversed, I'm not so sure if Shii would have been second boot. They were easily two of the three least valuable people to me on this team, so it's actually going pretty well for me, and I actually don't have to do shit; Jefra kind of got rid of Vytas for me, I was submitted and prepared to sacrifice Court because that's how it seemed like it was going for a little bit, I needed to appease Bob Dawg and make him believe that there was no girl alliance nonsense, y'know? I'm not putting myself on the line for someone else unless I'm really bored and want something interesting to happen, and even then...
But Jefra came up and pushed for Vytas The Boring and saved me from having to deal with his constant
"haha"ing. He's probably a fine person in real life, but we had little to nothing in common, barely spoke, and he had no use to me in the context of this game. So
baiiiii.
The unfortunate thing, however, is that Cochran has been throwing a hissy fit, saying that the girls would've taken over if Vytas went and so on, so forth, and it's pretty annoying. There wasn't a girl thing although myself and Hope have been trying to subtly arrange for it. But what Cochran doesn't understand is that he's completely isolated half the tribe that way. You think Bob Dawg and John K will draw rocks for you and your lover Vytas on round two or something?
Please. The hilarious thing is, there wasn't ever really anything, and I'm not sure how much animosity people had held towards him before this, but now he seems relatively disliked, which is fortunate since he was the other person in the Trio of Useless to me in this tribe. By pushing against something that did not exist, he in fact, created it.
Funny. I mean, I dislike him now; Hope dislikes him and wants him gone next too; Jefra hates him now; and Court would probably be fine with eviscerating his soul piece by piece by little piece.
Heck, even Bob Dawg commented to me that Cochran was acting like an idiot. If we lose again, I'm hoping we just eliminate him. He's boring, anyhow. It's like speaking to a robot - he doesn't ever really say anything of interest that I can continue a conversation with. I'm trying so blatantly obviously to pretend I like him when I don't. If he doesn't see that then he has no hope for realizing how little I'm trying to pretend I enjoy his presence.
Sure, I guess he had no idea to know this information would be funneled back to me by Bob Dawg
(<3 dat mofo btw) but, still. It's round two, calm your tits. He's made no effort to really communicate with us girls which makes his intentions obvious. Hopefully, this round we don't swap. I don't think I want a swap now. I think I'm in a good position here. I think that these people like me for whatever reason, so I'm quite pleased with that. It's really odd, none of my conversations in this game with the exception of like Hope and Bobdawg have had any substantial depth - usually I get more than that out of folks, but it's fine, those two are my favorites anyhow and I want to work with them both incredibly far if not to the end itself. They're both pretty decent social players from what I can observe, so it could be troublesome to take them to the end, but regardless. I'll worry about that later. I flove them and wouldn't particularly mind losing to either if it ended up that way at this point, so,
*shrug*.
A lot of others are rather underwhelming. I like Courtney, but we haven't spoken all that much lately. I feel like I was lazy with personal-talks lately, I was too worried about the vote and shit, so tomorrow I need to wake up and be like OMG HAI HOW WAZ UR DAY LETS BE BFFS4LIFE KTHXBAI <3 when for the most part none of these people ever say anything ever in conversations and it makes it hard for me to care.
Like, John K I like personally but when it comes to vote talk all I get is
"uhh idk" "uhh idk" "uhh idk" over and over and over. It's like, commit to something, seriously. He just acts shady when he's actually not being such, which is irritating indeed, but unfortunately some people are just like that.
Jefra...jesus christ you all know about Jefra. She's just odd. Playing with her in games is annoying because you
never know what she'll ever do. She makes decisions all the time with little to no logical basis behind them--It's like playing with random.org and cleverbot combined. She'll make random ass nonsensical decisions, and then when you talk to her she'll always say something incoherent that may or may not even have anything to do with the subject being discussed. I mean...it's funny and all, but...it just gets annoying trying to play the game with someone where you can
never know what she's thinking, if she's legit or fake, and she's, plainly, hard to have around, but I think I'm on her good side thus far in this game, so we shall see how this goes down. I have to keep an eye on her psycho butt tho.
The other tribe is interesting, but at the same time I am still unsure if it would be a good thing for a swap, I am thinking not as my time in the group chat is typically spent mocking them. I ain't gonna take no shit from no beotches.
Shane is such an odd enigma. I was so intrigued by him after his meltdown, but I've been ever so disappointed since. Sigh, he showed so much potential, especially with this:
"Jan 9, 2015 6:54 PM
Jaclyn Schultz
shane what made you want to be a complete weirdo in this game
Shane Powers
I'm not sure jaclyn. In all honesty, I enjoy being a character. I'm never going to meet any of you, non of you exist beyond the confines of this game for all intents and purposes. Why not play as a big character?"Like, that was so cool and I got fascinated by him...then apparently his meltdown was just because he was going on vacation and figured he'd go out with a bang?! Ugh, thanks for getting my hopes up, jerkface. Sigh. I can't even really ask him about anything and get entertainment out of that because he'd probably run around and share stuff with people if I said so much as the slightest thing - how lame, right? Neh. I just have to keep taunting him in group chats as the extent of my interactions with him, I suppose.
I'm too lazy to type anymore. Maybe moar later.
" x 100. I tried subtly pushing for Vytas because I think Courtney would be way more useful in future challenges, plus I like her more, but at the end of the day it comes down to me surviving to the next round. The point of the game is keeping yourself alive, not you and your best friends, or you and your alliance, its about surviving. So if the tides turned, you know, I couldn't risk going against 'em.
Ugh screw that other tribe actually they clearly don't like meh so screw 'em, and not in the good way.